It isn't easy being the oh-so-happy lychee when you have so much responsibility. Being a councillor, a care rep is filled of stress, and my so-called friends didn't make anything better as well.
Going " Oh, councillor! Hahahah!~ What's the use of that?" every time is demoralizing my already low-self esteem. Although I don't show the unhappiness or discomfort, does that mean that you can just conveniently ignore my feelings? I feel broken sometimes. I'm slowly building up a wall. A wall meant for protection. Don't blame me if you find me getting emo and being very silent, or being solo and stop socializing. It's all because of your every move and action. I'm tired already. Tired of all the homework copying and those useless comments that were meant to break me. I shall not be the one being nice anymore. I shall not be bullied anymore. I shall show you that even the most happy person can have emotions too.
And one more thing- Primary school friends are 100 times better than secondary school friends. :)
Thanks Chandelle Ng, Lim Zi Wen and AYL. <3
